symyx

It's a struggle. You feel that you are losing the ground from underneath your feet. It either melts or it just disappears. Your body starts shaking, your palms are sweating and you tell yourself that this can't be happening to you. All those stories you heard, all those movies you've seen, they won't help you when your world takes this turn and completely changes everything you ever knew before. You want to cry, you want to tell yourself it isn't real just so to protect yourself, but you can't hide away from it. It's as real as the beating of your heart, as the fears you've ever had. Funny how falling in love for the first time can be so sim

I sometimes feel like I should shut my heart up by pulling its wires out. All I want is to feel the beautiful things that this world can create and has in its possession, but I can’t seem to be able to get away from hurt and dust. You can tell that it is not our place here. You can tell that we, the more sensible souls, shouldn’t be living in this catastrophic world. All they know is hate and anger and stabbing the people they love the most. All we know is pain, how to suffer in silence and how to swallow our tears. I sometimes start to hate myself for dreaming of incredible places which I can visit, seas and greenery and rocks f

The modest Rose puts forth a thorn, The humble sheep a threat'ning horn: While the Lily white shall in love delight, Nor a thorn nor a threat stain her beauty bright. [William Blake-The Lily]